Month: January 2026

Hagar the one who was visited by the Angel of the Lord, a manifestation of God himself. The one who spoke directly to God in the wilderness, A difficult place, a place where she felt lost and loneliness. A place where she had no sense of purpose, a place of isolation, a place full of heartache and heartbreak. A place where her direction was lost and unseen.
“But God” he met her at her wilderness and visited her to speak directly to her.
And he said….
“ Go back and submit “.
I will increase your descendants.
“ You are now pregnant “.
and you will give birth to a son and you shall call him Ishmael ( God Hears ).
For the Lord has heard of your misery.
Hagar in the mist of all her shame I can imagine looks up at God with tears in her eyes and says such beautiful words to him.
“ Beer Lahai Roi “ The God Who Sees Me.
After she said these beautiful words of freedom she got up and started to walk out of her wilderness.
Hagar turned around and went back on the same path to where she once was tormented , but she left knowing that she didn’t leave empty handed she left with a promise. A promise that set her free of all fear.
I don’t know who has landed in a wilderness.
God wants you to know that he has heard your cry of misery. He wants you to know that he has seen. Even in your suffering. Even when you have felt like an outcast. Even when you feel invisible and forgotten he wants you to know ……

I see ….. I hear and I respond to the distress naming myself El Roi “The God who Sees “
I will not leave you stranded in hopelessness and despair.
Don’t you know I work through “ Outcast “ I will redeem what every situation has been created by human failure, and I will demonstrate my ability to turn mistakes and difficult backgrounds into something beautiful.
I am aware of your struggle and I am faithful to my promises.
I am always present even when you feel lost forgotten, or have gone off plan.

Thus Saith The Lord

A narcissistic person is not born a narcissist, they are exposed to become one.
They don’t abuse everyone they come in contact with, they choose their targets carefully.
Narcissist work under the Jezebel and Leviathan spirit.
The Narcissist spirit works together along side 8 demons.
1. Spirit of Rebellion and Manipulation.
Narcissist are master manipulators. They love to control or influence often by deceit and unfairness for their own interest.
they use tactics like guilt tripping, gaslighting and isolation tactics to ultimately undermine a sense of reality for personal gain and power.
This causes their victims to feel like they are always walking on eggshells causing guilt as they fought their own judgment.
1 Samuel 15:23 rebellion is like the sin of divination (witchcraft), and stubbornness is like idolatry and iniquity, because King Saul rejected God’s word, leading God to reject him as king.

2.Spirit of Envy.
Narcissist always wants what they cannot have. They are resentful and unhappy at others blessings and successes causing a deep desire to poses it themselves because they feel entitled to have what they don’t.

3. Spirit of Confusion.
Narcasist main goal is to attack the mind
This is a weapon the enemy uses to attack through mental and emotional distraction disorientation to paralyze and overwhelm his victims into questioning the word of God and even their own sanity. This is the Narcissist favorite playground.
Their goal is to make you feel like you’re going crazy. They will jam up your receiving signals from God and keep you on a emotional roller coaster trapped in a toxic mental spiral causing you to believe that as a Christian your somehow responsible to improve this person’s behavior in the relationship.

4. Spirit of Condemnation.
Narcissist hold hateful accusations and finds fault in their victims to create in them hopelessness. They criticize and blame shift and hold them responsible for things they created.

5. Spirit of Control.
Narcissists only have their own interest in mind. They only seek to control the narrative “ their image and you “.
They will use mental and emotional tricks to get you to do their bidding.
Traumatized people are the biggest targets for a narcissist because their emotions can easily be manipulated.

6. Spirit of Deception ( a lying spirit ).
Narcissists are addicted to lying. Their ambition is to exaggerate themselves and diminish you.
Proverbs 12:22 The LORD detests lying lips, but he delights in people who are trustworthy“

7. Spirit of Pride.
A narcissist is boastful and always try to bribe their way. They are arrogant, stubborn and self righteous. They lack accountability and rather replace than repair. They idolize themselves and carry a spirit of haughtiness.
Luke 14:11 everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted,”

8. The Spirit of Fear.
This spirit weighs heavy on a narcissist. Behind their falseness hides a scared immature child who can’t function well in life. They come off fearless but it’s all an act to get others to think that they have it all together. They carry intense shame that they cover up and they look for targets who are insecure and easy to manipulate to give the appearance of confidence. The truth is they are weak and in need of a supply to feed off of and that’s why they try so hard to control and manipulate because they are drowning in fear.
what does God tell us to do when we come across a person with these kind of Spirits.
2 Timothy 3:1-5

describes difficult timesin the “last days,” characterized by people who are self-centered, materialistic, arrogant, disobedient, unloving, and hypocritical, having only an outward appearance of godliness while denying its true power, with the instruction to “Avoid such people”.

My child,

Why do you fear.
look up can you see my light.
I have called you out from upon many nations, but the enemy has been tampering with your emotional state to get you to stay stagnant on your assignment.
There Is a battle going on in your mind that is tormenting you, Keeping you distracted from the truth.
Opposition is all around you.
Look Up My Child !
Can you feel my presence drawing closer.
Your physical eyes have been deceiving you.
Rise Up ! and use the weapons I have given you.
You have power to trample on scorpions.
Now Stand Up My Beloved.
Stop looking at the natural and start looking into the spiritual.
Satan the enemy of my people has been fighting you.
You are not alone my child for I am here with you.
This battle is not yours alone but mine.
All I need you to do is Rise and Follow me knowing the battle is already won.
Can you feel the Victory of my fire burning all the plans of the enemy.
Can you feel my shield of fire protection surrounding you My Child, I would never leave you.
Do not be afraid.
I have never lost a battle.
Can you feel the earth shake from the fear of the demons beneath your feet.
Now Come !!
Begin to walk.
Nothing will hold you back anymore.
no one can stop what I have called into existence.
I called you to my Battlefield and I refined you as my warrior.
Whoever tries to get in your way will not be able to resist my fire !
Now I release you my beloved.
This is a War Cry

Thus Saith The Lord