Artemis ( Diana ) 

Artemis ( Diana ) the demon of witchcraft 

Diana is not simply a witch, but a weaver, meaning that she is capable of making new spells and that the powers she has exhibited were simply instances of her borrowing them when the need arose.

She is a goddess of hunt and childbirth.

She is associated with wild animals and the forest

She has the power to talk and to control animals

She was one of the maiden goddesses other than Minerva and Verta who swore never to marry

She is always accompanied by a deer

She is youthful and beautiful

Her job is  to cause riots within the church and to bring spiritual battles within the church by fostering internal conflict, introducing false teachings, encouraging a lack of prayer independence on God, tenting leadership into sin and pride

Always accompanied by the spirit Demetrius, who is a antichrist spirit

This antichrist spirit is too cause disrupt in the church and the growing influence in the church rather than a direct demonic assault on the church building 

His job is to oppose the true gospel and hinder the churches growth, but in a more pervasive spirit causing deceived followers to actively resist the spread of Christianity and harmed believers

The primary feminist spiritual group that honors the Roman goddess Diana is Dianic Wicca (or Dianic Witchcraft), a goddess-centered, woman-focused tradition honoring the Divine Feminine, often seeing all goddesses as aspects of a single Great Goddess, with Diana as a key figure representing female autonomy, strength, and nature, distinct from mainstream Wicca by focusing solely on goddesses. 

Methods of Disruption

  • Sowing Division and Discord: A primary tactic is to promote jealousy, strife, backbiting, and gossip among members and leaders. This creates factionalism and results in broken relationships and church splits, which stops forward momentum and growth.
  • Introducing False Teaching and Legalism: Spirits can attach themselves to teachers to promote destructive doctrines, legalism (an obsession with rules), or, conversely, lawlessness. This can lead the community away from the foundational truths of the faith and create confusion.
  • Targeting Leadership: The enemy often attacks church leaders by enticing them into sin, such as immorality, pride, or a hunger for power and control. This can involve:
    • Encouraging leaders to rely on their own strength and ingenuity rather than God.
    • Undermining godly authority and resisting correction.
    • Distracting leaders from their devotional life and focusing on building their own “kingdoms” or seeking personal recognition.
  • Fostering Complacency and Apathy: Spirits may encourage a lack of fervent prayer, dependence on God, and evangelism, leading to spiritual stagnation. They might also promote the idea of maintaining old traditions at all costs, making the church resistant to change and new growth.
  • Inducing Fear and Control: Manipulation through fear and control can stifle the authentic work of the Holy Spirit and create an unhealthy environment where people are afraid to be transparent or to exercise their spiritual gifts.
  • Promoting Worldliness and Immorality: A spirit might encourage worldly attitudes and behaviors, causing members to blend in with secular culture and lose their distinctiveness and witness. This can also involve unaddressed sexual sins and other moral failures that damage the church’s reputation and internal trust. 

These tactics aim to prevent unity, hinder God’s plans, and ultimately destabilize the church and its influence within the community. Believers are generally encouraged to use spiritual discernment and apply biblical principles to counter these influences

Mental Health


Mental health struggles are not signs of spiritual weakness . 

Mental  Illness – Motional distress , trauma, burnout, depression. and Psychotic symptoms. 

Many people in the Bible experienced intense emotional distress

  • King David : deep despair, grief 
  • Elijah : fear; suicidal ideation after stress
  • Jeremiah: loneliness, rejection, defeat 
  • King Saul : Tormented by an evil spirit, leading to deep unrest, sorrow, and an inability to sleep, often soothed by David’s music
  • Job: devastation , loss
  • Jonah: anger , wanting to die 
  • Jesus: anguish in gethsemane 
  • Martha :  Showed distress and anxiety over household duties while Jesus visited 
  • Peter: Experienced deep regret and despair after denying Jesus. 

God wants you to know your not alone
Psalms 34:17-18

The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

I’m Not Okay

Lord, I’m not OKay
I’m feeling broken and alone
afraid of losing myself
afraid to fade away
hiding behind my smile
While carrying heavy burdens
no one understands
Lord, I’m breaking
trying to hold on the best I can
pushing through the day
as I’m slowly dying within
I pretend to be alive
but my mind wonders away
trapped in the what ifs
of all the pain
thats trapped in my heart
I hold onto every day
Lord, I need you
I have no one else who can release my fears
wipe my tears
I have nowhere to run to
no one to talk to
Only you can love me unconditionally
that’s why I come to you today Lord
to say
HOLD ME
I’m not OKAY


Black Sheep

I have always been the black sheep 

always been the one everyone treated as a mistake

got treated different 

with no love, no tenderness 

only the harshness of their voices

telling me how I’m a disgrace 

taking joy out of every sin 

I’ve ever made 

always ready to gossip 

out of the trauma pain they caused

I was slowly drifting 

and they were there for the excitement of my failings 

I have always been the black sheep 

being told I was such a disaster

for the choices caused by my mental breakdowns 

coming directly from 

my so called loved ones 

having no laughter, no love

loneliness filled my heart

how can they pretend they want the best 

but distance themselves as if I’m a disease and contagious

how can they say they want me to change 

when they are the ones who caused this pain 

in the first place 

For they are the reason                      
for my mental illness

I’ve always looked to gain acceptance 

realizing I’m just digging myself deeper into a dark grave

Narcissistic people can’t be changed

is that’s why I’m a black sheep 

is that why  I am not like them

because I was chosen to be different

Now I understand my pain

now my tears make sense

I was loosing my way 

loosing myself 

hiding in my own shame

needing a savior to save me from these  people living in vain 

not knowing the whole time I was walking with Jesus the one who was holding me close since the beginning 

the one who formed me and made me his black sheep

he made made me his black sheep to protect me from the enemy taking me.